Sometimes I really wish I could just be a normal person, satisfied with a nice happy normal boring life. It would be so much simpler...

It would really be quite a miracle if I don't die from an overdose of sianness within the next 6 weeks and 2 days. Today I literally felt like my existance was slowly but surely fading away... so if I suddenly disappear or something, you know what happened to me!

Ha I'm just joking. Of course I won't disappear. I'm just feeling slightly frustrated that's all. It's really a blessing to be busy.. be it busy with school, church, whatever. It sure beats having a whole lot of free time, with nothing to fill it but your own thoughts.

Still hanging on.